| Writer's Block: Church and State |
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Yes and No, Polygamy is wrong. Marriage is sacred. I am married myself. I am not saying all "weird" marriages are wrong. Just Polygamy is. but, Gay marriage is not WRONG! at all! and its not the governments place to define wether a marriage is valid or not. I think that you shouldnt have to have a little piece of paper to prove you love someone and thats who you want to have children with. You can have a wedding without getting a marriage license. I think it should be free no matter what but if the government should put any holds on marriages then thats what they should do so that everyone is happy.
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[29 Dec 2008|02:14pm] |
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Christmas came and went.
I liked all my gifts people got me, but i loved when people opened my gifts to them.
It was a sad christmas because jake wasnt here but next year he might be.
I really havent done anything on break, except chill with friends, and sleep till 2pm.
which is lovely. but i do have to get back on track because i need a job and a stable
income if me and jake want to save enough money to buy a house or a car or anything like that
its hard being a grownup. blahblahblah. finances and junk! ahh. lol.
Someone teach me how to save money.....Its called not having a debit card and using it EVERYWHERE!
and thats what i did, i got rid of my debit card. but for right now, i am hungry. so livejournal, i am going to get some FOOOOOD =)
YUM!
kbye
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[07 Dec 2008|12:27pm] |
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jake and i are amazerful.
we couldnt be any better then we are.
thats how good we are.
Oh gosh, I just love him.
*All because of you i believe in angels
not the kind with wings, the kind with halos
then bring you back to home, when home becomes a strange place
i'll follew your voice all you have to do is shout it out*
Girls are bitches.
they backstab.
i know one who is awesome at it.
it should be her job.
hahaha
bitcheslfjdfkgjoierjgoehgldfj
=)
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| Updating. |
[04 Sep 2008|12:18am] |
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School started.
Jakes in Iraq.
People look at me wierd when i tell them i am married.
I am in debt. with everything.
I need money, and 2 jobs.
I realize i am selfish, using only "I" statements.
I dont know why i do such stupid things to make people mad?
and I suck at my LC job. i was having a rough day on friday
because jake was going to iraq that day and I was having a hard time with it
and so i messed up like 4 times on some orders. one was a big order. (6 pizzas)
and i just....feel so incapable of doing my job now.
I dont know.
updates are rare for me.
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| New Beginnings |
[09 Jun 2008|02:24am] |
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A train going passed my house. |
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I have been really happy lately. really happy. I transferred to a new little caesars (on lilley and ford!) because my old manager was very very disrespectful and mean. I am doing well in all my classes. I am planning this wedding, and it should be stressful but its not. Its fun. its coming together, oh btw, its on July 25th of this year at 6pm. havent decided on a place to have the reception. but i'll know after this week. :D
I am so excited, jake is in califoria doing training and he will be home July 18th. I am picking him up at the airport because I will have my license by then. yaay.
Anyways, I am about to go to bed.
screw memorizing my monologue for stupid drama and speech.
its a stupid class anyways. hahah
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[28 Apr 2008|09:03pm] |
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So people say they want to step into my shoes to see how it feels for a day.
You dont even want to. I'm sick of all these kiddies being like
"My life is so horrible because both my parents yell at me alot"
ha. you dont know the half of it. If i even had two parents.
and your all like "zomg, i cant go anywhere cuz i am 16-17 and my parents check everywhere i go"
haha if only.......
you know how much i've seen? you know how much i wish i could take back so i could not see what i have seen?
i should have listened everytime my mother said "no i want you to stay in tonight"
If i even explained to you how much i've been abused, backstabbed and lied to then you'd know why i dont trust ANYONE.
yeah, you think you have a hard life. but until you go through what i have gone through
seeing a human decay, seeing a human die, seeing a human foam at the mouth
dont tell me how bad your parents are for keeping you inside and not letting you hang out with dumb people like that.
Thats my rant for the day. Apperciate what you have and stop biotchin about it.
"make the best with what you're given this ain't dying! This is living!"
Anyways, school. almost done. so happy to almost be out.
i figured out that me and my boyfriend will move to indiana
and then go to college there, Ivy Tech Community College
is the community college i will go to. Then hopefully,
I can get into University of Indiana and take some courses
for my major in Mental Therepy (Drug Therepist) and minor in Psycology.
Hmm... or criminal justice? like a lawyer... i dont know could i become a lawyer?
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| We are broken. What can we do to restore? |
[15 Apr 2008|06:13pm] |
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Everyones so lucky to havethe things they need.
What i mean is, Everyone is lucky they have food on the table every night
a warm shower to go into, tv to watch, internet to play on, new clothes.
I am not complaining i'm just lucky to be alive. but, i dont have all the
amazing things everyone else has, and it kind of gets me down.
We lost our internet yesterday, and were going to get our phones shut off tomorrow
or the next day. I dont know about our gas and eletric. but lets just say we are in debt.
*sigh* sometimes i wish i was born into a different family. I have to use money out
of my pocket to pay the bills. of course, my mom says she'll pay me back but she
never will. I guess i just want to save money, but i try and i always have to pay for gas, food, pop.
i just want my hard earned money to go somewhere thats going to help me in the end.
I have eaten half a blueberry muffin and three bites of pizza all day.
I am hungry.
i have to go into work to get my review.
peace
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[07 Apr 2008|11:10pm] |
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Hero/Heroine - boys like girls |
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I really hate when i get into these moods where i don't go to school, do any homework. blah
i feel like a useless blob.
I havent been to 1st hour in 3 days.
and 2nd hour in 2 days.
I didnt go to school today.
Whats wrong with me?
I think i'm just so sick of school that i really want to get out.
but i wont be able to do that for another semester.
thats it. 1 semester and i'm done with high school.
I went to a party on friday, and it was really fun.
I met this really cool girl named Krystal.
Shes so awesome. and i hope we become good friends.
because she and i are so alike right down to our name.
but we spell it different.
Anyways, I always feel the things i do are useless because i'm going to have to do them again.
like laundry. I do it, but they get dirty and i have to do it again.
or like my job, which is going horrible btw.
i always feel like its never enough and i wish i could fill that void.
Things with me and Jake are better then ever, we are amazing.
I fall deeper in love with him everyday. We are as close as we can be
especially since we are a gazillion miles away from each other.
Jake ordered his wedding ring last night. Its all so surreal.
Summer time is almost here and i am so excited. :]
<3333
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| wow, 18. |
[21 Mar 2008|03:46am] |
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its my birthday today.
and its weird to think i'm 18.
i really thought i was gonna die before i turned 18. haha.
its a weird feeling. being 18.
i feel so much more mature and older.
knowing i'll never be a "teenager" again
and that i will now be an "adult"
it was weird to turn my 18 yr old waiver into school.
like i was too young or sumthing. its going to be so weird to graduate next semester.
its like i wont be coming back, i actully have to DO work to survive in the world now.
theres such a responsiblity you feel.
its a crazy feeling. you just need to feel it for yourself.
i cant describe it.
i got more hours at work. okay, well not really haha! but i have 5 days next week. freakin crazy
major bucks! and i got a 35 cent raise or whatever! $7.15 an hour. whatwhat!
soon, i will be getting my car.
its in the shop!
woo
I love my life right now.
and its spring break which means i can work on my independent study and all my other homework (like my critique and junk)
so i dont have to do it and i can just work more and more!
im going to go to bed though. so peaccce
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| You gotta take that step and your heart, just let it make sound♥ |
[10 Jan 2008|05:33am] |
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This quote runs through my head all the time
"Only God can fix what God has made, so let go and let God"
Its so true. How is some therpist supposed to help you?
How is someone else supposed to help you through something?
They Cant. Only God Can. I'm starting to rely on God alot more
and really start to give my life into his hands and just enjoy life.
I feel like i'm missing out on life anyways, I want to be happy.
I had an idea, tell me if you think its good. lol.
So you know how people are racists and junk?
If we as a whole United States spent time in another country
then wouldnt there be less rascism because living how other people live
is like living in there shoes, and if one judges its said to live in someones shoes
then you will be less likely to judge. I think i just found the key to world peace
i know, i know. I could be ruler of the world one day.
Another thing i was thinking, and dont be all like wtf?
but If theres so much rascism in the world, I wonder what
people in other countries think of the U.S. right now..
I wonder what they think of us "white people" because
us "white people" are always being mean and rascist (well most of us)
and i dont hear anything negetive coming from anywhere but iraq
and thats only because we attack them, i mean seriously, what would you do if someone
attacked you for no reason? you'd attack back. especially if you knew them.
I dont know. maybe my theories are stupid.
but i think there smart. I should write a book. about life. ha.
that would be like 2.5 pages long since i've only expierenced 17 (about to be 18)
years of it.
Anyways, In other news, I'm almost done with my michigan history project! YES.
so i can flippin turn it in early on monday! YAY!
peace xx
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| Skin your ass raw, with a chainsaw.. |
[09 Jan 2008|12:14am] |
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i feel like im the hanging off thread on a sock.
im so over everything in my life right now.
i should be stressed but im not, im trying to keep positive
the more i keep positive the less it hurts.
I always go in the mirror when i wake up "I CAN AND I WILL"
and then i always think 10 positive things in my life and write them down
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| i believe.. |
[25 Aug 2007|01:20am] |
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Fly - Hilary Duff |
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I believe- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, They're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I believe- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I believe- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I believe- that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I believe- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I believe- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I believe- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I believe- that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I believe- that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I believe- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I believe- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I believe- that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I believe- that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I believe- that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I believe- that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I believe- that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I believe- that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
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